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Wooooooot! =P Anyhoo. Since I use proxy to open Friendster in the office, and for some reasons proxies don't make me publish posts here in this blog, saving it as drafts instead, blog updates are always at my other blog.

As you all know, I'm a devotee of sloth and copy-pasting from that to my Friendster and Blogspot blogs defies that. So there, since you're not as a sloth as me, just go click the link above or, if it didn't work, go figure out for yourself a way to get there. Nyahah.

Anyhoo, I copy-pasted 4 entries here before posting this. I'm not sure if by the time you read this, copy-pasted entries from there here are up to date. Woot! Harhar!

Respecting Other People's Preferences

Shanky called me up yesterday to update me on his job hunting eklavoos. He said Lean called him yesterday and told him about Eckelz wanting to resign from his current job. Shanky said, "Grabe naman! Ang swerte swerte na niya sa work niya. Network Admin Assistant??? Ang ganda ganda ng ng pwesto niya, gusto pa niya umalis dun?" He was like, if Eckelz is right in front of him he could have given him a malupit na batok. Sabi pa niya, "Yun yung pinapangarap kong trabaho. Nakakainis naman si Eckelz, ayaw pa niya dun." And then I asked him how much is Eckelz compensation, he said Eckelz gets about 12K a month, and then Shanky kept on saying, "Kung ako yun ayos na sa akin yung ganung sweldo basta gusto ko yung trabaho ko. Nakakainis talaga si Eckelz!" Then he noticed that I'm kinda quiet while he was ranting his ass out about it. He then asked me, "Ikaw? Ayaw mo ba ng ganung trabaho?" and I answered him no. "Hindi naman dahil maganda yung trabaho na yun para sayo maganda na rin yun para sa iba. Parang ikaw, gusto mo networking stuff, ako ayoko ng networking kasi alam ko masmageexcel ako sa programming, pero ikaw ayaw mo rin ng programming kasi alam mo sa networking ka magaling, di ba?" Woot! Although I told him a couple of times already that maybe Eckelz' work preferences is different from his and that he should just let Eckelz be, he still didn't stopped ranting. Harhar!

It's kinda like letting people be no matter how grrr it is for you if you are in that person's shoes. Buhay niya yon. We have to accept the fact that people has their own preferences. They take their own choices and make their own decisions. They are the one who are living their lives, not us, so why the hell bother waste whatever if it won't affect you in any way naman, right? Not unless of course if you know that it will do him harm, not just to your own insight but to others, too, then that's the only time that you should butt in. Yung mga tipong gusto niya tumalon ng building kinda stuff. Harhar! Korniness.. =P

You should just let people be and live according to their own preference. It's okay to give advices or opinions but don't insist on them doing or believing the same way you do or told them. Don't expect to share the same happiness with everyone. If someone finds fulfillment in bitching around, then let them be. If someone finds happiness in disrupting other people's peace, then let them be. If someone wants to believe in the total opposite of what you believe in, then let them be. It's okay to try to make them do as you would but keep in mind that the choice is still his or hers. Buhay niya yun. Unless alam mong magiging kargo yun sayo o sa utak mo, kung dun siya masaya, pakialam mo ba?

WOOOOOT! =P

Gudlak-Pamster Week @_@

Last week I thought this week would be just another petix week in the office, only with some meetings about the tasks for our team's big project which we have to make through while our team lead is on leave for three weeks and Vinny acting as dev team lead on her behalf. Woot! Heheh.

Anyhooness. Monday. AJ and I were texting until around 3:30 AM in the morning, as we always do while he is doing call boy's work and I doing online window shopping in multiply, nyahah. When I told him that I'm going to dream land already, that's when he told me that it is her mom's birthday and that I have to come to Fairview. Huwatdapak, mehn?!? Going there without worrying about my mom's wrath means I have to work Shift A, which is 7 AM to 4 PM. I know I can wake up easier when I stay up uber late than sleeping effin early but it needs some conditioning eklavoos. I should atleast get 3 hours sleep so I won't get migraine-like headaches while watching movies in the office, wooot! Heheh. So there, I slept at around 4 AM, woke up at around, okay, around quarter to 7, took a very quick shower, then left for work at around 7:30, got to the office just in time for shift B, 8 AM to 5 PM.

Since I was informed about going to AJ's mom's birthday party at the uber wee hour of the morning and since I have to be early for work so I can leave early, yeah boi, I didn't have a gift for his mom. Grrr. But then I had this evil plan. I would go out during lunch break and buy her a big jar of her uber loved cow's milk pastillas, and where's that? In Greenhills, mehn! Yeah boi! =P And then I remembered that I saw Sitsitrya has a website, that's where I discovered that Sitsitrya has a permanent stall in Tiendesittas. Whew! But since I have a scheduled meeting at 11-12, I had to eat lunch before that meeting. Then off to Tiendesittas 15 minutes before 12.

When I got there, I went straight to Sitsirya to buy that big jar of pastillas and then headed to Fashion Village. Nyahah! Oo! Nagshopping pa muna ako bago bumalik ng office! It's because I'm wearning my Happy People Gurango uniform, and I feel a little dugyot already since I walked a million miles from IPI to Tiendesittas, so I figured I need to buy something decent to wear to Perbyu later. I don't wanna look dugyot in front of AJ's relatives. Ayos lang sana kung sila mommy alfon, lola alfon and tita Marie lang yung andun, they always see me dugyot naman. Anyhoo. 20 minutes of roaming around Tiende, I bought this puffed sleeved kikay shirt for only 100 then walked a million miles again to IPI. I was back in the office at around 1:05, still able to catch GYC having lunch outside Cebu. Heheh.

I also had another meeting scheduled for yesterday afternoon. Kahit pala pumasok ako ng 7 hindi rin pala talaga ako makakaalis ng 4 kasi 3:30 to 4:30 pala yung meeting ko, akala ko 3 to 4. Anyhoo. After the meeting, while Vinny was stealing my toothpaste as part of his daily routine, sabi ko sa kanya sabay na ako. That's a few minutes after AJ reminded me about SONA. I can't take Jayross to Fairview dahil ang mga aktibista at mga raliyista ay kasalukuyan nga palang nagpipiket sa Commonwealth dahil sa SONA. So he said we should just meet in SM North and take SM Fairvew FX from there. Sloth attack again, I thought of taking the Cubao route to MRT para 1 ride na lang, and since Vinny will also take LRT 2 in Cubao, sasabay na ako. But less than 5 minutes before 5 PM, Vinny was summoned by Augsie to sign something for their "group" certification exam on Friday. And then he was like, "Pamster, sama ka na sa Friday!" backed up by Augsie. And then without a single second of thinking, I said, "Geh na nga, pwede pa ba mag reg?" WOOOT! So there... Instant SQL Certification Exam come this Friday, meaning having to review Test King for only 3 days. Nyahah. Is this CCNA Certification Exam part two? Harhar.

Grrr. It was so traffic. And when I got to Cubao station of MRT at around 6 already, the line to the ticket booth was so effin long. Grrr. I'm not used to this anymore. Heheh. I got to Trinoma at around 6:30. AJ said he's still in a far far away place so I decided to do, again, some shopping at Landmark. Nyahah. I was looking for a cheap pair of firetruck red pants and found one for only 279 pesos. Too bad, I wasn't able to buy it because AJ texted me already. We were in a hurry, kaya ayon, hindi ko na siya nabili. Babalikan ko na lang siya some other time. Harhar!

When we got to the Fx terminal, okay fine, loooooong queue again, so we walked a million miles to SM North's Fx terminal to find, again, a loooooooonger queue. There's also something uber funny happened. Harhar! Well, for me it is. Nyahah. While we were walking, AJ all of a sudden just stopped and asked two ubeeer kikay gurls, one in yellow skinnies and green razor back top and the other... Uhmmm.. I really can't remember, but I'm pretty sure she's also colorful, heheh. Usually, AJ is a little hesitant when we need to ask manong guards if we're in lost kiddos mode, but that time with those colorful kikays, aside from it was so so sudden, no signs of hesitation can be sensed. Nyahah. I know some gurls might react to it by getting uber angry or something like it, but I can't help but laugh. I know for the fact that it was a total normal guy instinct to do stuff like that, but not in front of their girlfriends! Harhar!

Anyhoo. Since Fx lines where so uber crowded, we decided to take a cab after we bought cake at Red Ribbon for her mom. We got to their house a few minutes past 8 already. It's kinda like eat and run, because after we ate, her mom was insisting that we need to go because she doesn't want me to be home late and AJ also has work at 10. Nyahah. We left their house at around 9:10. Hindi man lang kami nakapaglandian kahit ilang minuto lang. Nyahah. I was home at around 11.

Monday pa lang yan, guys. Habaness! Heheh.

Okay. Now Tuesday. Heheh. I am scheduled today for my Developer Evaluation meeting with big boss Sir Joey and Miss Eya. I know the meeting is at 11AM. I was not at all in a hurry when I woke up at around 7. I was in my bed, texting AJ, until around 8:30, when AJ stopped replying, the green light indicating he's asleep already and I have to get up from bed to take a bath. I was at our gate at 9:40, and as soon as I had my ass on the tricycle's back ride, I received a message from Miss Eya. "Aabot ka naman ng 10 para sa meeting d b?" I was like, "SIYET!!" Taxi mode! I arrived at the office at 9:56. Wheew! Nyahah.

So there, Dev Eval meeting with Sir Joey and Miss Eya. My heart was surprisingly not pumping like there's no tomorrow but instead it kinda like stopped beating. Harhar! The result of the eval was okay. I was given an above average mark, but I know it's still not as high as my other monstrous dev officemates like Timmy Tammy, Vinny, and Ralph. I know I'm ranked below them all. Heheh. But still, I'm so relieved that I had met most of their expectations, and even exceeded on some, as they claimed, heheh. My move out fund will definitely increase. Woohoo! Kahit gaano kaliit na increase man yun, woohoo pa rin! Harhar!

With my instant certification exam this Friday, I should be memorizing TestKing right now, but my brain's just too lazy for that right now, so instead, look at what I'm doing... Nobela blogging again. Nyahah. Good luck to me on Friday! Let's see if the landeeh plans AJ and I had for Friday afternoon after my exam can still push through. Nyahah.

Waldas Saturdays At MOA

It's already 3:59 in the morning, and yeah, here's the much awaited mood for happy blogging! Woohoo! Finally! Harhar... Although I still won't be blogging about Porky Pam's first birthday, nor my first saGuijo experience, I will be blogging now about two consecutive Saturdays of a whole lotta spendin' in MOA. Nyahah.

PART I : July 19, 2008

Last Saturday, Porky and I decided to go to MOA to watch Dark Knight on a regular MOA Cinema. Wuhla lang, trip lang namin sa MOA kasi sukang suka na kami sa Galeria at Megamall. Harhar! Anyhoo. We got to MOA at around 2 PM because as I had checked online movie skeds, there was Dark Knight sked at 2:30 in iMax. Yup! I really wanted iMax that's why I checked the iMax sked although we already agreed on watching in on regular cinema. Harhar! When we finally managed to discover where the cinemas are, we saw this effin long line of people on the ticket booth. Then I told Porky, "Tchera! Tchera! Let's watch Dark Knight on iMax na lang!" We were like lost kids looking for the iMax's effin location, harhar! When we finally got there, the only available tickets are for the 8PM showing, at the very last row. AJ has to go to his grrrrrr work at 10PM and as we know, Dark Knight is almost 3 hours long, so what we did was we bought tickets na lang for the 2:30PM showing next Saturday. Harhar.

After reserving tickets at the iMax we went to the SM Science Discovery Center. Harhar! We didn't really see whatever everyone has to pay 350 pesos for but we kinda had fun looking at the kewl toys at the store beside the ticket booth. Nyahah... We were so amazed by the kewl 3D puzzles of dragons and animal anatomies, especially the pig. Harhar! We also found kewl toys in eggs that you have to buy tokens because it's like in a gum ball machine. He really wanted the Mario Kart eggies. Aheheh. I also found there a pinhole camera for about 400 pesos, so effin cheaper than Lomo cams that you can use to take pinhole pictures, which cost about 2000 and more. Harhar!

Since we were not able to do what was really intended, we decided to do food trip instead. Harhar! We already ate at McDonald's near Mapua Makati before we came to MOA where each of us ate a regular burger, an upshaked fries, and one and a half spaghetti plus orange juice. Heheh. Then while at MOA, I don't know if it can still be considered as food trip, hahah, but we had large chocolate shakes from a stall there that has a picture of a bear, then we bought some brownies, ate them while we were walking around MOA, and then we bought kewl smoothies from Juice Avenue before we walked a few minutes near the bay. Harhar.

PART II : July 26, 2008

AJ said he will be at my house at 9 since our original plan for the day was to make potato salad in the morning, then get his hair cut in Galeria, then MOA! Heheh.. At around 9:10 he texted me saying that he was currently in a Jayross bus, which is his favorite bus from Fairview to Galeria, or vice versa. Harhar. When he arrived De Castro at around 10 AM, we first accompanied Yay to the vet to have Misty checked up for her cough. After that we did some happy happy bonding before I took a bath. We left De Castro at 12 noon, arrived in Galeria at around 1PM where I had to change from my just-above-the-knee shorts to a semi-pekpek shorts as AJ begged for a kikay outfit, specifically a kikay blouse and a kikay pekpek shorts, a few days ago. Harhar!

We thought we would make it to MOA just in time for us to eat before our reserved 2:30 iMax chuvaness. But grrrr. Traffic was so grrrr, we got to MOA less than 5 minutes before 2:30. We went straight to McDo, since it's the nearest fast food chain and because I want Shake Shake Fries, to buy food for take out. Kung minamalas nga naman... The crew that was serving us is still new and he kept on making mistakes about our orders and on punching it in. AJ and I was like "Owmaygad, 2:30 naaaa, oh pleaasseee..." Hahah. When we got to iMax, to our relief, the movie hasn't started yet and they were just staring to let people in. Harhar.

After watching the movie, the original plan for what will we do next was grrrrrly shattered by something that can't be really planned when to happen and when not, so we just strolled. Harhar. =P We went to the department store to buy the long overdue umbrella we promised yay as replacement for the umbrella she lent AJ that he left in a bus. Then we went to Watsons for some kikay needs.

AJ said he wanted to have coffee somewhere, sabi ko "Tchera! UCC tayo.." Harhar! At first, I kinda sensed AJ really wanted to stay there because of the view and because it was kinda breezy there. Harhar. He was really enthusiastic about it, until he got his eyes on the menu and found out how expensive the meals are there. Harhar. So, as originally planned naman talaga, we just ordered coffee but I insisted on ordering a chocolate crepe, nyahah. I would pay half naman of the bill eh, kasi ako may kasalanan kung bakit kami nasa UCC, sabi ko kasi sa pagkakaalala ko nung kumain ako dati dun nasa 200 plus lang yung mga pasta nila. Harhar. Pero kahit papaano, after we got surprised by the regular fireworks display every Friday and Saturday at 7PM, which we didn't know about, it somewhat lightened the weight of the wallet bleeding AJ and I was enduring. It was really kewl! Almost 600 pesos just for two coffee and a chocolate crepe, nyahah.

After eating, since it's already past 8 and AJ has work at 10 at the far north and we're in the south, we decided to go home already. Heheh. We tried to discover a new way to get to Galeria from MOA aside from what we did last week where we rode a Jeep to MRT and walk so so so faaaaar to where buses load passengers. We decided to wait for any bus we can ride there at the place where bus dropped us off on our way to MOA, that place near the big globe. We tried that already last week but we had no luck, but this time we saw a bus with an "Ortigas Ilalim" and "Cubao" sign. Without hesitation, AJ and I boarded it. Harhar.

While we were being mushy for a few minutes in the bus already, we then noticed that we still aren't in Edsa. That's when we realized, "Oh no! Round trip beh itech?" Nyahah. It was my first time to see a real life tarmac so near, and it was so kewl! Nyahah. I don't even know where NAIA is, all I know is that I'm seeing it right there. Nyahah. SO there, lateness galore to AJ. But what the heck? It was equal to more time with each other, making landeeh, heheh.

Today is Poyky Pam's 13th Monthsary, yehey! Yehey! I love my Porky uber much... I hope I get to have more days like these with him.. Heheheh...

Happy happy happy.... ^_________^

Happy For A Happy Egoy

Although I made a promise that I won't blog about this, I just can't help being uberly happy for him. Heheh. Reading this, so far, probably would make him want to strangle me. I'm so happy for him, I really want to hug him every time I see him, although I hug him on a regular basis already, but recently the urge is different. Harhar.

The reason why I'm uber happy for him is because he found a reason to be "seriously" in love. Heheh. Even before he told me who it was, I'm already uber happy for him when he told me about wanting to settle in a serious relationship. For the Nth time, I'm really uber happy. ^__^

Grrr. That girl is really lucky. And I think, too, that he's lucky. Heheh. I never had a negative anything for him from the first day I met him. I actually like him because he's so effin funny, although some thinks he's annoying. Someone even said he's not boyfriend material, and I totally opposed it already even before I had heart to heart talks with him. And now that I knew how sensible this guy is despite others thinking that he's annoying and all that other shit, having to know him a little deeper than others dare made me love him. Love for a friend, that is. Nothing romantic, mind you! I believe he and AJ understand what I'm talking about. Harhar.

Now I know why AJ told me when we broke up that if ever we don't end up together, he would be happy to know I will be with that person. Those were the days when I'm so glad I have someone as effin funny as he is for a friend. No serious talks with him yet. Harhar. AJ mistook it as having a crush on him, that's why he told me that. Harhar. Well, I'm no hypocrite to say that if ever someone like him offers love to me and I'm single I won't accept it. Harhar.

Again, for the Nth time, I'm uber happy for him. You wouldn't really expect something like this from him especially if you're judging him already without even daring to know him a little deeper. I'm so glad I have him as a friend. I love him! Harhar! I really wish him happiness. ^__~

First Picanto Adventure

Matapos ang animo'y walang katapusang pagdadasal na sana payagan na akong magdrive ng magisa, FINALLY nangyari na rin sa wakas. Harhar. Ilang weeks na rin namang napaguusapan sa bahay na kapag pumasok na ulit si Patt, dadalin ko na araw-araw si Pica, since magkatabi lang yung office ko at school niya, sabay na daw kami papasok. Although super gusto ko naman talaga magdala na ng sasakyan dahil alam nating lahat ang benefits ng may dalang sariling sasakyan, umalma pa rin ako sa nanay ko dahil kamusta naman kasi na 30 pesos lang ang pamasahe ko araw-araw balikan na yun pero kamusta naman din ang presyo ng gasulina ngayon. Kahit na ba sabihin pa natin na halos uber lapit lang naman ng office ko sa bahay namin, at sa pagkaka-calculate DAW ng tatay ko eh more or less mga 1 liter a day lang lalaklakin ni Pica, hello?? Halos 55 pesos na po per liter ang gas, GRRR. At kamusta naman din na kahit kasabay ko ang kapatid kong napakasensitive sa usok ng mga jeep, nararamdaman kong bukod sa ako na nga ang nagsusupply ng load sa kanya buwan-buwan pati ata ngayon transpo cost nya papasok ng school. Harhar.

Anyhoo. Picanto adventure proper na tayo. Hahahah. Nung umaga ayos naman. Ay teka, ayos lang ba yung tatlong beses namatayan ng sasakayan? Hahahah. Pero kasi, if you had experienced driving my Pica, hindi ka na rin naman talaga magtataka kung ang isang katulad kong baguhan ay mamatayan talaga. Tsaka namatayan naman ako dun sa palabas ng subdivision sa may amin, ung uber tarik na pataas siya tapos ang daming dumadaan. Pati dun sa pataas din na intersection sa may Manggahan, Floodway. Hahahah. Bago pa nga ako, pagbigyan niyo na ako. Heheh. Tapos nung pagdating ko sa office, kung saan na lang nagshoot yung pwet ni Pica, dun na lang ako nagpark. Heheh. Buti na lang kasama rin namin yung isa kong tito na although hindi naman nagddrive, mahusay naman mag-guide sa mga tatanga-tanga magpark. Wahahah.

Nung pauwi na ako, eto ang masaya. Harhar. Kung gugustuhin ko, at ayon na rin sa utos ng nanay at tatay ko, sa Manggahan na lang ako dadaan pauwi para bukod sa masmaiksi na yung dadaanan ko, lesser gas na kailngan, wala pang traffic masyado dun. Pero dahil nga unang beses ko pa lang magdadrive ng TALAGANG MAGIS medyo na-scared ako kaya sinabay ko na sina Ykai, Ren at Vinny. Sa IPI ang daan namin dahil dun sila bababa.

Sa una, MUKANG okay naman. Wala naman gaanong problema, ayaw lang bumukas nung liching radio. Hahah. Yung liching clutch lang talaga yung panira. Sukat ba namang sa mismong IPI pa talaga siya ulit naginarte. Kamusta naman na namatayan ako sakto pagka-green ng traffic light sa intersection ng IPI at ako pa naman ang nasa unahan ng lahat ng sasakyan. Wahahah. Siyempre, panic galore na naman ako. Medyo natagalan tuloy ang pagstart ulit ni Pica. Tapos nakita na lang namin nila Vinny na palapit na yung Manong TMPO. Nasakto pa na nung malapit na siya umandar na kami ulit. KABOG. KABOG. Hahahah. Kamusta naman din kasi na pinapahinto niya ako eh nasa gitna na ako ng mismong intersection, kaya ayon, tinuloy ko lang. Wahahah. KINABAHAN AKO! Wahahah. Tapos kamusta naman din na uber traffic dun sa IPI kya no chance pa na makatakas dun kay Manong TMPO. Tapos good luck din dahil kailangan ko pang mag-pass sa lahat ng lane nung isang side ng intersection na iyon mula sa pagkaka-u-turn para lang makaliko papunta ng De Castro. Tapos, KABOG, KABOG, KABOG, si Manong TMPO naman, sukat ba namang parahin ako sa gitna ng uber nakakakabang pakikibaka ko sa lahat ng lane para makalusot papunta nga ng De Castro. Adik talaga yun. Pero kung hindi ko kasama sina Vinny nun, kung hindi baka naiyak na ako sa sobrang kaba. Hahah. Buti na lang kahit monstrous yung itsura ni Manong TMPO hinayaan na lang niya ako. Hahahah.

Tapos, dahil hindi ako makagilid dahil natakot ako sa mga bus dun sa IPI, ayon, sa Rosario ko na naibaba sila Ykai. Sorry na! Huhuhuh. Feeling ko pa sobrang kabadong kabado rin yung tatlong yun sa pagdadrive ko. Hahahah. Sabi pa ni Ren grabe daw makakapit si Ykai nun. Heheh.

Pagkababa nila matiwasay naman akong nakauwi. Kahit na uber kabado akong mamatayan na naman dun sa uber traffic na tulay bago lumiko ng De Castro. Weakness kasi talaga ng team-up namin ni Pica yung mga hanging na ganun, tapos from full stop aandar. Hahahah.

Hindi ko nga dala si Pica ngayon eh. Hindi ko alam kung fortunately ba, o unfortunately, pero tingin ko unfortunately naman siya, heheh, nakuha na kasi ni Patt yung final sked niya at Monday, Wednesday and Friday lang kami pwede magsabay. Coding si Pica ng Wed kaya ayon, Monday at Friday ko lang dala si Pica. Pero tingin ko papagamit pa rin naman sa akin ni Ma yun kapag trip ko. Heheh.

Iron Biik

Katatapos ko lang magayos na kabinet ko. Pagka-upo ko sa kulay red na sofa sa dressing room namin, habang sinasatisfy ko ang trichothillomania attack ko, naisip ko lang bigla yung movie na Iron Man. Ngayon ko lang naisip na halos pareho sa mga kaganapan dun yung mga kaganapan sa aming ng Biik ko nitong mga nakaraan araw. Oo, humanda ka na sa kakornihan at kamushyhan ng post na ito. Cheesy to, inuunahan na kita. Heheh.

Si Iron Man, hindi naman talaga siya pinlano ni Tony Stark na gawin, bigla lang niya naisip na gumawa dahil kailangan niya. Yung sa amin ni AJ, wala talaga sa plano, bigla na lang isang araw magkasama na kami palagi, magkausap at parang kami na hindi naman. Heheh.

Nung nagawa yung unang Iron Man, nagawa niya ng maayos yung intensyon ng pagkakagawa sa kanya. Hindi man pinlano yung sa amin ni AJ pero nagclick naman kasi kaya maganda ang naging takbo ng relationship namin, sa una.

Pagkatakas ni Tony Stark dun sa kuta ng mga kumidnap sa kanya, nasira si Iron Man dahil hindi pa masyado maganda ang pagkakagawa sa kanya. Ilang buwan din kami masaya ni AJ
pero nung unang beses na nagkaroon ng malaking problema na ako ang may kasalanan, nasira kaagad yung relasyon namin at nagresulta sa unang paghihiwalay. Although hindi naman talaga mukang naghiwalay, technically break pa rin. Heheh.

Binuo ulit ni Tony Stark si Iron Man pero this time, masmaganda na yung blueprint ni Iron Man at nagamit na niya rin ang mga high tech tools niya kaya maspulido na yung pagkakagawa. After two months naming break na hindi naman mukang break, ayon, kami na ulit ni Biik, at this time mas-ok na kesa dun sa unang part ng relationship namin dahil doon sa two months napagusapan ng maayos yung mga bagay na dati pa dapat napagusapan. At dahil dun, alam na namin kung paano masmaayos yung relasyon namin.

Tinest run ni Tony Stark ang bagong Iron Man niya. Sa kasarapan ng pagtetest run ni Tony Stark kay Iron Man lumipad xa ng mataas na mataas na mataas, at sa kataastaasan ng lipad ni Iron Man biglang nagshutdown at naubusan ng power yung artificial heart niya na pinagkukunan ng lakas ni Iron Man at nagsimula siyang mahulog mula sa super taas na lugar pababa. Sa kasagsagan ng masayang pagsasama namin ni Biik simula ng nagbalikan kami, bigla na lang nagkaroon ng isang malaking problema na hindi ko na masyadong bibigyan ng detalye pa dito. Basta imaginine niyo na lang, super ganda na ng tingin ko sa relasyon namin, alam kong masaya na talaga kami, sukdulan din ang tiwala ko sa kanya at sukdulan din ang honesty na binigay ko sa kaniya, tapos bigla na lang nagkaroon ng malaking problema na sobrang nakakalungkot talaga, nayanig ng husto ang relasyon namin.

Nung malapit ng sumadsad sa lupa si Iron Man mula sa kaniyang pagkakabagsak ng napakataas, parang hopeless na talaga pero biglang bumalik ang power ng artificial heart niya at nakalipad na siya ng maayos, sakto lang para hindi bumagsak sa lupa at magkalasog-lasog o kung ano pa mang disaster. Sobrang tindi nung dumaang problema sa amin ni Biik nung nakaraan, akala ko talaga hindi ko makakayanan. Akala ko wala ng pagasa, pero ang love nga naman. Heheheh.

Pagkatapos ng insidenteng iyon, bumalik si Tony Stark sa lab niya at dahil alam na niya kung ano ang kakayahan ni Iron Man nalaman na rin niya kung ano ang mga dapat ayusin at palitan kay Iron Man para gawin itong masmatibay at masmalakas, kaya nung sumunod na sumabak sa labanang matindi si Iron Man, malakas na siya. Ngayon alam na naming ng Biik kung ano ang mga naging mali, at dahil dun alam na namin kung ano ang dapat iwasan, ano ang dapat gawin at paano magmamaintain. Sana nga lang talaga mamaintain para sa susunod na magkaroon na naman ng problema, although sana hindi na magkaron pero mabuti na talaga yung handa, eh masmadali na naming malalagpasan dahil masmatibay na kami, more than ever! Heheh..

Ano bang magagawa niyo kung nakikita ko yung sarili ko kay Tony Stark at yung relasyon naman namin ng Biik si Iron Man? Haayzzz.. Ang hirap talaga ng magiisang taon na 25 days from now, heheh. Nagiging korni at cheesy yung mga post ko. Hahahah. I love you, Biik! ^____^

I'll Watch Thursday in Cam Sur!!! Drawing?

(May 29, 2008 1:39PM)

Plans, plans, plans. Grrr. I had a long list of outings a few months ago, all were stuck at the drawing board already faded and reduced to a blank canvas except for two; the one with Pampers in Antipolo, and the upcoming company outing. Harhar.

Anyways. I’m so effin excited because one of my most loved foreign bands, Thursday, are coming to play here in the Philippines tomorrow in Makati and in Camarines Sur the next day. Grrr. They’ll be playing at Camarines Watersports Complex, where that cable skiing thingy is. Harhar. Grrr. I really wanna see them play live and see their yummyness in flesh. Hahahah. Although tickets are only priced at 1000, I had not set my mind that I’m a hundred percent sure that I’ll get to see them because, grrr, you know how my mom can ruin everything in a snap of her finger, plus the fact that AJ is now working as a callboy in Convergys. I don’t wanna be disappointed again. Harhar.

A few days back, AJ told me that I can ask my mom permission already because he’s sure that his schedule for that day will allow us to watch Thursday on Friday. But I told him that he should check on the tickets first. And now that he had already confirmed that tickets are still available, yehey! Yehey! The only thing to worry about now is my mom.. Grrr..

AJ and I were drawing last night about watching Thursday at the Kaogma Festival in Camarines Sur. I made it into a beautiful painting earlier today. Harhar. I checked out room rates of Camarines Watersports Complex and checked out bus fare and trip schedule to Camarines. Compute, compute, compute. If we will watch Thursday there, we would spend roughly about 7000 pesos for the two of us already. So that’s like 3,500 each. Harhar. That included 2 nights at CWS already. But now, just now, I figured we would only be staying there for one night. If we would take the 8PM trip from Cubao to Naga tomorrow, we’ll be in Naga early in the morning. Harhar. So maybe we’ll just be spending more or less 5000 pesos only, heheh.

Anyhoo. Enough of this already. That’s just DRAWINGS. Most probably we’ll be watching Thursday this Friday in Makati. Hindi na ako aasa sa Cam Sur! Harhar. Basta, all I want is to see Thursday. Harhar.

My Emo Boys

I dunno why but some of my friends are sharing their emo stories with me all of a sudden. Is it because of my new emo-kid look, as these two guys always say, that attracts emoness? Harhar. Ooops! That’s totally a giveaway clue there. Anyhoo. I know I am not at all supposed to share what they shared with me to anyone, but I just can’t help it. I just feel the need to let it out, but because I shouldn’t tell anyone from the office about it, I’ll just write it here. Harhar. That’s just worst. And yeah, I know I’m so evil, continuing. Har har. Well, I’ll just TRY not to give too much detail. Grr.

Boy Loves Girl

Lately, he’s always emo because of his girl friend’s inconsistent thoughts. He would always tell me how tired he is for complying with everything his girl wants but then, when he does, he still gets rants. And those rants were suggesting him to do again what he was asked not to do. And what’s worst, she’s doing things she should know would lead to those things she doesn’t want, yet all the blame is still given to him. Grrr. I know how much he loves her, and I see all his efforts just to make their relationship work despite of the fact that he’s already at the point of his life were he’s pulling everything together while his girl friend is at the peak of exploring, enjoying and learning. I don’t have anything against her. I know she’s still young and there are still things she has to learn. With all the patience he had given, and is still giving, I just think he deserves a little more attention and more trust. For two months, he has given way too much than other guys have given within years and does not need to be further tested.

I told AJ about his emoness, including the recent issue he shared with me about trust and exes. AJ said, “I know how he feels, really, I’ve been there. Hahaha. Maybe he shouldn’t be asking you for advice, it would be more appropriate for him to talk to me.” Harhar. Yeah, right. I think so, too. I really do. Har har. If you, boy, happens to read this, just ask me for AJ’s number. LOL!

Girl Loves Boy to Boyfriend

He’s one of the few people who wanted me to work out my relationship with AJ during our “Dark Ages,” as AJ terms it. That is why, although he doesn’t look like someone who would share emoness, I was not surprised when he all of a sudden opened up about his girl. They have something for more than a year now and about a month ago, she asked him why aren’t they still in a commitment. A real commitment, that is. I know nothing about her except her name, her school, what she looks like, and how she is related to him. For the few months that I have been friends with him, I know he’s the type who you cannot expect any commitment from. He just loves to mingle. I was kinda expecting that scenario already, and I can say I had somewhat predicted how he would react to it. He said he agreed on being in a real relationship although his mind was still cloudy about it but he really prefers not to be because he doesn’t want to be restrained from doing what he does. After what happened, although he didn’t say why, he said they started being cold to each other, and earlier today he told me that they broke up already. I think that’s how it should be for them. She really should not expect much from him, especially on matters regarding commitment. She just won't get anything.

Blogspot. Evil Plan. Birthday. Effin Biatch!

Three weeks’ worth of blogging all packed in just one post. Harhar.

Bye, Bye, Blogspot

Blogspot is now blocked AGAIN in the office. Well, we can read entries but you can’t sign in to post a new one. Grrr. There were some issues about our seniors’ blogging which led to blocking the site again for posting. So, yeah, I’m back at blogging at blogs.rakista.com/parapampam and copy-pasting entries to my friendster and Blogspot accounts when the miracle of patience in waiting happens to me when I’m at home. Grrr. I never really felt how slow my laptop is until my office PC got upgraded and got blessed with a Quad Core processor. I’m the only Junior Developer in the office with a Quad Core machine, so keewwl.

From Tagaytay Evil Plan to AJ’s Very First EK Experience

Since Monday last week, Ykai, Ceejhay and I were joyously planning for the long overdue “evil plan” that we thought of pulling off at last week’s Thursday, which is a holiday. In our minds, we all thought, “this is it!” but then, on the night before the plans execution, BOOM! Problems came up and then, yeah, you might have guessed it already. Evil planned postponed again indefinitely. Then I told AJ that we should just visit Enchanted Kingdom instead. I was just kidding, but AJ became so enthusiastic about what I said because he said he’s never been there so, I thought, what the heck? It’s been so long since I last went there and I want to go there again. Harhar. We took the shuttle in Ayala to Enchanted, which is already included in the Pasyal Pinoy Package worth 765Php, which includes roundtrip shuttle passes from Ayala to EK and back, plus the EK Day Pass. Damn, I wanna go karting and ATV-ing again. Harhar. The weather was so, so great. Not sunny, yet it’s not raining, just right. Harhar. What a great pre-birthday celebration for me, heheh. Although the fireworks were really lame, or maybe I'm just used to seeing that kind of fireworks display every now and then at our house's rooftop, and the 2-hour, or more, of fireworks display every New Year's Eve.

I’m 21, Yehey!

Yup, I’m now at the more legal age than 18, and yeah, I’m still my mom’s baby. Grrr. Nothing’s changed since grade school, I’m still not allowed to drink, and still not allowed to be out late, still not allowed to go to gigs and finish it, GRRRR! Well, I guess moving out will still, and always be, my only SALVATION. Anyways, ugly thoughts behind, my birthday was great. Being also the anniversary of Paw’s breadknife incident, it is also the anniversary of my first date with AJ. Woot! Harhar. So I asked permission in the office to work half day on my birthday, having used that family affair excuse, I got to watch Iron Man with AJ in the morning. He has work at 3PM and I, too, at 2PM, that is why we watched the earliest show time. Harhar. I bought 3 1.3 liters of different flavored ice creams at the office, because I can’t escape tradition. Aheheh. GYC gave me a really cute bean-stuffed black-eyed dog from It’s Cool and a bendable doll which, they say, looks like me. Harhar.

The Three Weeks’ Highlight

My patience was put to test starting on the first of these three weeks, when I saw something that really got me holding myself back from smashing whatever’s smashable. Grrr. I really hate effin bitches that would do anything it takes just to get someone to fuck them. I don’t wanna elaborate on this much because I’m currently struggling to keep myself from being enraged again. Just the thought of that bitch makes me wanna hit something. Grr. I wish I could put into writing all the thoughts running in my head right now about that bitch and how she caused trust issues I now had with AJ. Grrr. Just grrr.

"Dove Slaughter"

Just in case you didn't notice, I added a Greenpeace banner on the left of my blog's page in support of their campaign against Dove's evil plans on the rain forests of Indonesia. It won't hurt if you'll click the banner and learn about the "Dove Slaughter" campaign of Greenpeace. I had already signed the open letter, I hope you do, too. Please have the heart.

And to those who use Dove products, like AJ ^__^, please, please, think about these:

1. Indonesia is losing its forest faster then anywhere else on Earth, driving species like orang-utans to extinction.
2. Due to the destruction of rainforests and peatlands, Indonesia is currently the 3rd biggest greenhouse gas polluter in the world (behind only USA and China). And palm oil plantations are causing much of the deforestation.
3. Unilever is one of the world's biggest users of Indonesian palm oil for many of its products. About half of Unilever's palm oil supply comes from Indonesia. As recently as 2005, Unilever purchased 1 in every 20 tonnes of palm oil produced in the country.
4. Indonesian palm oil is used in products like Dove, Knorr, Walls, Ola, Persil, Omo, Surf, Flora and Becel.
5. Demand for palm oil is forecast to grow quickly. According to the UN 98 percent of Indonesia's lowland forest will be destroyed by 2022 if trends continue.
6. Unilever has failed to take any effective action to ensure its palm oil is sourced from sustainable sources. It also heads the Round Table on Sustainable Palm Oil (RSPO) which has overseen the situation continue to get worse.
7. Unilever, as a major buyer of palm oil, and leader of the RSPO, is in a unique position to help save Indonesia's rainforests.
8. At the moment the RSPO is little more than a greenwashing operation because RSPO members continue to be involved in the destruction of Indonesia's rainforests
9. Greenpeace investigations show that it is Unilever's own palm oil traders and producers (themselves RSPO members) who are leading 'aggressive expansion' of the sector that results in the devastation of the last remaining orang-utan rainforest and peatland habitat in Borneo.

New Do, Same 'Ol Gayness

I usually get my haircut every 3 months or every end of a Mapua term, and that kinda continued on after grad. My last one was around the 3^rd week of January, so that’s already three months. Harhar.

Now here’s what happened yesterday. The original plan was to get my hair cut during the lunch break of Tuesday. I even told Ceejhay already a few minutes before the lunch break that I would not join them for lunch because I’ll get my hair done. But sloth overcame me again and it did not happen, and if it did I wouldn’t be in this picture. The complete GYC class picture, minus Vinny who took it. Harhar.

So the plan was moved to yesterday’s lunch break. Ceejhay said she would knock me out if it won’t push through, so harsh of an Amazonian, so I got scared, harhar. And besides, I would really be out for lunch because I’ll be meeting AJ. So around 11:30 AM I ate half of my packed lunch and then went to Vinny’s cube to tell him I’ll be out to get my hair cut. And then, being the concerned big bro he is (wooot!), he said he wouldn’t want me to look uber-emo and everything and halted me from leaving just to find me pictures of Japanese bands with hair he wanted me to have. He said he doesn’t want emo hair on me, but he gave me pictures of J-Rock people with fashion core hair which is the origin of scene hair, and scene hair is sooo emo hair. And by the way, I was really planning to get scene hair in purple highlights. Vinny said he’s with me in getting purple highlights although Ykai and Ceejhay didn’t want me to, harhar. Grrr. I really want purple highlights.

So, there. I left the office at approximately 12:10 already and Tiendesittas is like 10 minutes away. That’s 10 minutes plus the time it takes to walk from Gurango to where the jeeps are, plus the time I have to walk from IPI to SM Hypermart. So I decided to take a cab, but for some effin reason, there wasn’t any. So I wasted about 5 minutes already, under scorging heat, on waiting for a cab before I finally managed to just ride the jeep and walk from IPI to Hypermart. Grrr.

In a total dugyot-look, I arrived Bench Fix at around 12:30 already. Haircut was done at around 12:45 and then……

I told the stylist that I want purple highlights and that I got a Bench receipt and want to avail of the 50% discount on L’Oreal hair coloring thingies. To my surprise, he gave me that thingy where you would choose the color you want for your hair. Then I told him again that I want purple highlights. He answered, “Ay, FURFOL. Walang FURFOL sa L’Oreal eh. Dito sa isa meron pero hindi siya 50% off pero masmura naman ‘to.” OKAAYY. Hahahah.

When I saw the only FURFOL hair dyes they got, I was kinda dismayed. It was not as bright as the FURFOL I wanted but then I thought, this is better so as not to make my mom so effin angry. Harhar. So, there. Now the effin gayness it resulted to.

Oh, well. It wasn’t really so bad. But now my officemates call me emo. Harhar. After 3 months I would get the real FURFOL highlights I wanted. Grrr.

1 Down, 3 To Go

SATURDAY

One outing down, 3 to go. Harhar. I almost removed that outing with Pampers from the outing queue without even going there. My mom didn't give me permission until the morning of the outing, and was really angry at me on the night before. Then she came up with an agreement that I can join the outing but not overnight, leave at around 9PM and that I should come with them to Tagaytay the following day. OKAY. Makakapalag ba naman ako kay bossing? Hayzz.

Loreland was okay, as opposed to what I originally thought. I thought Loreland is a resort with all the colorful rocks I really, really effin hate. Those rocks or other thingies made from cement, like log-looking tables and benches colored in pink, yellow, blue, and other unearthly colors. I just hate those. The crowd was also a little less than I expected. Although pool water is a little hazy, Loreland is generally okay. And by the way, it was not in Taytay, it was in Antipolo. Stupid me. Harhar.

Entrance is reasonable at 160Php, but not for me and AJ. Grrr. If you’ll only stay there from our arrival time of 6PM to my promised 9PM, plus the 120Php share each for that effin 800+Php hut, plus my food share which is 66Php for 2 kilos of rice. So that’s about a hundred bucks per hour.

SUNDAY

Finally, my mom was able to drag me to her recently acquired abode. I know newly acquired properties are to brag for especially if it’s a new house but I don’t know why my mom is, like, overdoing excitement. Harhar. That house was nice. I like the small pool with that mosaic sun in the middle and the Jacuzzi, but they still need to be fixed and is still unusable. The place was so breezy, but the sun is still scourging, although not as scourging as the Manila sun. But if we didn’t went to ukay-ukay after we had lunch after our early morning mass, I would have anything to do there. For my whole stay there, I was just washing clothes Patt and I bought from the ukay-ukay. If not, I would have grown roots and my eyes had turned all white. And speaking of ukay-ukay, I scored a really nice Puma jacket. So so so so keeewwwl! That’s the only thing I loved yesterday. Harhar.

Summer = Wallet Dehydration: I Need MONEEEY!

April's here and everybody knows what it means. It's effin summer already. The hot sun is so scourging and walking from Monarch to Topy's is like a 3-minute trip to hell everyday. So, what more for my 20-minute tricycle-please-please-come moments in front of our gate at the very beginning of the day every single weekday? Grrrr. Nasa tapat pa lang ako ng bahay dugyot na ako kaagad, shitfuck.

And adding to that shit load of effin grrness, SUMMER=SWIMMING! Four different outings are scheduled for me this April to May. Grrrr.. I effin need lots and lots of money.

First in the queue is the Pampers get together swimming in Taytay. On the last update I was told, it will be on April 12 somewhere in Taytay. Patty said we just need to prepare 150 pesos for the entrance and then more money for food. Cheap entrance on a summer Saturday in Taytay, God knows how many people will be peeing with you in the pool. Harhar. =)

Second on the queue, PUERTO GALERA on the first week of May with James, Brent, and...... I don't know who else, yet. Hahah.. They were talking about this package that would make our wallets bleed more or less, I guess, around 7,000 pesos all-in-all. That much because we were so so many, harhar. =) And because of it, I thought of a plan.

The supposed last outing queued for me this summer is the evil plan Ren and Ykai plotted for the GYC couples. And by GYC couples, that only include Ren-Ykai, Vinny-Angel, Pam-AJ and the official-yet-technically-not-yet-couple Ceejhay-Ivan. There was supposed to be an outing on the third weekend of May but for so many reasons, primarily financial issues, harhar, it was cancelled. Then now Ykai and Ren had plans on going to Galera with Ren’s friends and was asking me and Vinny to come with them, but Vinny now has plans on going to Baguio with Angel, and I and AJ are also going to Galera with James and Brent; again, financial issues. Harhar. Then I thought of just merging Ren and Ykai’s Galera escape with James and Brent’s. Besides, it will be favorable to both parties, well, in my opinion, because going to Galera in a big group means less wallet bleeding for each and every one of us. So I told Ren about my plans, we discussed it already with his friend and now all that’s left to do is wait for James and Brent’s reply. Harhar.

Back to the outing queue, next in line is the Gurango company outing. Thanks to this heaven sent event, another outing in the queue was dissolved. GYC was also planning for our next outing, and because of the Gurango company outing, it was called off. So that’s a really big relief for my bleeding wallet. I heard the company outing would be held this June, but it’s still ok. Harhar.

According to my computations, I would only have around 3K per month to spend on these outing eklavus. And that 3K can only be acquired by intense self-control over shopping! Grrrr! If only I’m not paying 4K a month for my new Canon Ixus 950i I could still shop and swim without worries of wallet dehydration. Grr. I want that big bag from Puma, and it’s 1.7K, or that big bag from Nike, which is 1.3K, or that super pretty big white Sisley on Segue which is 2.5K. I also want that cool everyday backpack from Rip Curl which is 1.89K, and that uber pretty red and black wallet with metal Rip Curl logo, which is for 1K. And also that long overdue white and gray Ipanema slippers for 800. Grr! I NEED MONEEEEEEEEEEEEY!!!