My Emo Boys

I dunno why but some of my friends are sharing their emo stories with me all of a sudden. Is it because of my new emo-kid look, as these two guys always say, that attracts emoness? Harhar. Ooops! That’s totally a giveaway clue there. Anyhoo. I know I am not at all supposed to share what they shared with me to anyone, but I just can’t help it. I just feel the need to let it out, but because I shouldn’t tell anyone from the office about it, I’ll just write it here. Harhar. That’s just worst. And yeah, I know I’m so evil, continuing. Har har. Well, I’ll just TRY not to give too much detail. Grr.

Boy Loves Girl

Lately, he’s always emo because of his girl friend’s inconsistent thoughts. He would always tell me how tired he is for complying with everything his girl wants but then, when he does, he still gets rants. And those rants were suggesting him to do again what he was asked not to do. And what’s worst, she’s doing things she should know would lead to those things she doesn’t want, yet all the blame is still given to him. Grrr. I know how much he loves her, and I see all his efforts just to make their relationship work despite of the fact that he’s already at the point of his life were he’s pulling everything together while his girl friend is at the peak of exploring, enjoying and learning. I don’t have anything against her. I know she’s still young and there are still things she has to learn. With all the patience he had given, and is still giving, I just think he deserves a little more attention and more trust. For two months, he has given way too much than other guys have given within years and does not need to be further tested.

I told AJ about his emoness, including the recent issue he shared with me about trust and exes. AJ said, “I know how he feels, really, I’ve been there. Hahaha. Maybe he shouldn’t be asking you for advice, it would be more appropriate for him to talk to me.” Harhar. Yeah, right. I think so, too. I really do. Har har. If you, boy, happens to read this, just ask me for AJ’s number. LOL!

Girl Loves Boy to Boyfriend

He’s one of the few people who wanted me to work out my relationship with AJ during our “Dark Ages,” as AJ terms it. That is why, although he doesn’t look like someone who would share emoness, I was not surprised when he all of a sudden opened up about his girl. They have something for more than a year now and about a month ago, she asked him why aren’t they still in a commitment. A real commitment, that is. I know nothing about her except her name, her school, what she looks like, and how she is related to him. For the few months that I have been friends with him, I know he’s the type who you cannot expect any commitment from. He just loves to mingle. I was kinda expecting that scenario already, and I can say I had somewhat predicted how he would react to it. He said he agreed on being in a real relationship although his mind was still cloudy about it but he really prefers not to be because he doesn’t want to be restrained from doing what he does. After what happened, although he didn’t say why, he said they started being cold to each other, and earlier today he told me that they broke up already. I think that’s how it should be for them. She really should not expect much from him, especially on matters regarding commitment. She just won't get anything.