Open Letter to Them All

I just hope this would be the last that there would be for this chapter of all of our lives.

To Her

You know, I really pity you for having to live a life like that. You try so hard not to let people know how your life is really full of bitterness by exerting too much effort on making people think that you’re too confident and too strong. By overdoing it, hindi mo alam masnahahalata tuloy na puno talaga ng bitterness yung buhay mo at pinipilit mo lang takpan. So sad. Naaawa ako sayo dahil nagsesettle ka na sa ganyang klaseng buhay. You’re still young. You can still learn how to take life simply and without fear of being hurt again, or whatever bad things that have happened to you in the past that might have scarred you. Or maybe you fear that people might think you are weak. Being weak some times is only human. Breathe, girl. You don’t wanna die without feeling the real essence of living. You may be enjoying life now with how you’re currently living it, but think. At the end of the day, is there anything or someone left with you? You don’t wanna be alone, do you?

To Him

You know I was hurt. The lies and all, I was really hurt. But admitting your mistakes means a lot to me. I know it took a lot from you to confess everything, especially that ultimate mistake that you did. Alam ko ang daming nagsasabi na sana hindi mo na lang inamin para wala ng gulo, but you still chose to tell me the truth. I give you credit for your courage and for that I knew you still care for the relationship. I knew what I had to do is to forgive, and that’s what I did despite being so much hurt, because my love for you is enough to make me believe that there is still hope in fixing everything. I just wish you really are sincere when you said you are really sorry for all the mistakes that you had and when you promise, too, that you will never make me feel this pain ever again. I don’t wanna be disappointed and so depressed like this again in the future, that is why I will not expect anymore from you. Just do what you have to do. You know how difficult it is for me to give you another chance. I wish you will treasure it this time.

To My Friends

A thousand thank you’s to all of you who stood by me for the past few days that I was struggling to keep my self together. I know it would be difficult for most of you to understand why I decided to give him another chance. I would like to borrow Vinny’s line for this. “Mahal ko kasi, eh.” Sorry na, guys. I know in time you’ll see that my decision was right, but if not… Papayag naman ako magpabatok, magpasampal, lahat na… I love you guys. Thanks again.

To His So-called “Friends” At the Office

Honestly, I really don’t like most of your ways and stuff. Most especially, dahil hinahayaan niyo lang na gumawa ng maling desisyon yung mga tinatawag niyong kaibigan. When you get to play, know who are the people na isasali niyo. Tsaka, alam niyong may girlfriend yung tao, hinahayaan niyo lang, alam niyo na ngang mali na yung mga nagiging desisyon. Or baka naman mga self-proclaimed bad influences na kayo kaya ganun. I know everything is still a choice of an individual, but if you want to ruin your lives, don’t influence others to do the same. I want you to know that this is the impression that you had given me, just prove me wrong if I am. And I certainly hope you will.